When you have lost all hope and you think you’re stuck in a hole and it won’t get better- do me a favour and remember that at least I love you. So hey, things can’t be all that bad.
Smile for the camera beautiful <3
I know you feel lost and I know you feel scared and I know there is a blanket of guilt on your heart, cold like snow, unforgiving like winter, and I don’t know why it’s there but I do know that your mind and body and soul ache in ways you never thought were possible and I know that you don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel and I know that some days you doubt the light even exists. I know that you have secrets stored in your veins like blood and they run through you every day and leave you tired and diminished and full of sorrow. I know that night is your favorite time of day and you think there’s something just a little fucked up about how much you hate daylight, but I hate it, too and so we pull the curtains shut and we plug in the Christmas lights and they flicker quietly and we hold each other and you say I think I need to cry and I kiss your eyelids even as tears drip out of them and you tangle your hand in my hair and lose your breath and your body shakes and you drown in the snow and I don’t know what to do except hold you, there’s nothing to do except hold you.
—Fortesa Latifi - Christmas Lights (via madgirlf)
We’ve all heard how life is like a roller coaster,
With all it’s ups and downs.
Happy one day, sad the next.
But that’s not quite how the story goes.
I think life is like standing by the ocean,
Walking the beach, looking for shells.
You scour the sand as the tide is out,
Looking for a…